published November 2009

Cassie Premo Steele, Ph.D., is an award-winning writer and the author of five books and hundreds of poems, essays, and stories on the themes of mothering, creativity, healing and the natural world. She lives in Columbia, South Carolina, where she teaches creativity workshops and teaches individuals how to use writing to achieve empowerment and wisdom. Her website is www.cassiepremosteele.com.

Storm Lesson

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I try to tell you how the shack has blown over in the wind,
how I found it when I was wan­der­ing with no lan­guage
and how I tried to get in but there was no door,
just as there is no door to you now.

There are some peo­ple who are no more than an ear
turned in on itself, and I’ve known this
from the time I first felt myself as a per­son, apart from you,
wish­ing in my dreams to be some­where warm and dry and not lonely.

So I fed myself on dreams, and grew soft and curvy;
I became a woman with a storm cel­lar filled with dreams,
my breasts and hips and belly a tes­ta­ment to what you couldn’t give me
and how I learned to think ahead so I would never go without.