published September 2009

K. A. Keener is a high school English teacher in the Bronx. Before moving to New York, she was a Peace Corps volunteer in Zimbabwe and completed her MFA at Indiana University.

Spring-Loaded

by

The force that dri­ves the green fuse dri­ves the flower dri­ves my green age.
—Dylan Thomas, 1934

Water flung from my fin­gers
sprung against the skillet’s copper-heat.
A particle-push away/against
it tries to make a sail of itself,
the taut energy of escape,
the foot arched, the John Wayne
west­erns where bad guys shoot
at the feet of good ones.
(dance, dance)
I think of your hand
down my pants
our breath, jagged.
The heat could force
even water onto tip-toe.
(dance, dance)
There’s a fugue in here we won’t let
the down­beat swal­low. Under
the win­dow, the trees are forc­ing green
paper tongues from their branches.
Party-favors of Spring.
The bushes near the church burst tiny
tight blos­soms, their folds scrunched
like faces of babies cry­ing. Even
the birds lift from the tele­phone wires
like so many tossed grad­u­a­tion caps.
Someone has dis­cov­ered
when a dog wags its tail to the right
it acts out of wari­ness,
to the left, antic­i­pa­tion. Someone else
filmed an ele­phant pad­dling under­wa­ter.
Outside the rains rain
mak­ing clean the new green,
mak­ing dirt­ier every­thing else.
Someone has left a mat­tress
slumped against the light­post
for big trash pick-up. Its springs
rim the sur­face of its poly­ester roses.
Two spring-loaded fake snakes catch
the breath of a child open­ing a box.
Our days turn sticky, gar­ish, gag-spent.
Almost every big item gets picked up
on the first Sunday of the month:
Big Trash Day and the mati­nee,
the bad guys kill or are killed,
some­times laugh­ing. But not yet. Now it’s time
to add the oil and gar­lic, for its every­day
scent to chase the newly-hatched mos­qui­toes
from my kitchen, for its steam to frizz
bro­ken hairs at the crown of my head.
Lines have formed at the creases of my eyes,
my skin elastic-slack. And I try
not to think of the worn-out
waist­bands of dis­carded cloth­ing.
Again, I run my hand under
the cold tap, flick­ing the excess
again into its pan dance.