photo credit: mdid, 2007

While Katrina was at rehab she found some­one else. On Wednesday, I lost her pet mon­key when my hands shook and couldn’t hold onto the leash. I called out for an hour, went home, drank and made posters. I had no pic­tures, because I had torn every photo of her; most of them included Pluto. What I taped to poles were just words. “Help Find Pluto” and Katrina’s phone number.

On Thursday, it was mist­ing but I’d never seen Katrina so crisp and clear.

How’s Pluto?”

We should have a drink.”

Oh.”

It’s early but we talked the wait­ress into mak­ing Bloody Marys while she yapped about her chil­dren get­ting ready for school by them­selves. Katrina was cry­ing. “9:00 AM and I have to deal with this.” She gulped her drink and her tears rolled onto the lip of the glass. I

touched her hand. “Damn, you,” she said, pulled away, then stopped and moved hers back on top of mine.

Something across the street scam­pered in the cor­ner of my eye and I bolted up. As I raced toward an alley; I knew there was no escape; the wet bricks shot my feet over my head and I flew like the wind knocked out of me. Katrina was a few sec­onds behind but the mon­key stepped over me and leaped onto her back.

I think he’s home. I don’t think it’s easy out here,” I said.

Daniel,” she said. “I didn’t want to leave.”