published October 2009

Ian Khadan was born on August 21st, 1986 in Georgetown, Guyana. He was raised by a seawall, a cricket bat, and two puppies. At the age of 9 he moved to the United States with his family. He is a recent graduate of Rutgers University with a Bachelor's degree in English. He now spends most of his time reading Jorge Luis Borges and writing about the Atlantic.

Metamorphosis

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Yusef loves the rain.
On the very hot days
he jumps into the Atlantic and won­ders
why he was born human.
He watches the fish­ing boats stack in
against the coast to sell their catch for the day
and thinks he should have been a fish,
fig­ures he could out­smart these fish­er­men—
all brawn with their brass chests pointed up at the sun;
arms etched with brands from fish­ing nets and hooks.
He slips under the water with as much breath
as his lungs can bare
and tucks his arms into his side;
how badly he wishes his feet were fins.
The noise of mer­chants at the sur­face
do not reach his ear
and even in the shal­low
the sun does not burn his skin.
With one roll of his hips
he angles his head down towards the depths
and fol­lows into the dark.